lost iin my thoughts
Ever since i made the mistake of leaving a high paying job over a decade ago. I have felt trapped in in doing everyday stuff because it's an obligation. I have started getting my career back on track but something feels off. Did I grow up or something has changed . I sometimes find some contentment in helping out people in work but why do I feel more exhausted. At 48, i feel more tired than mom ever did at tis age. Is it because i feel alone in accomplishing my duty. It now has me asking myself what is more important the sense of duty or continuing the passion i forced myself to forgot when i became a single parent. I would not wish for a re-do to be a mom, that as much i know. I think I would re do my change of jobs and learn how i reacted and let my emotions get away about things .
